a definite act of thinking.
Rabu, 08 September 2010 ♥
judulnya ga nyambung banget sumpah –________________-.
orang gw ga tau kok mau nulis apa sebenernya. cuman ada insting aja gw pingin nulis something. make bahasa indo pula. haha.
huff.. kayanya emang gw karma akan “something”. belakangan idup gw rusak kalo boleh jujur. masalah dateng lagi dari banyak sisi. maunya apa sih? haha baru aja masalah kelar satu satu.
banyak hal yang bikin gw akhirnya kehilangan tujuan gw. oke gw ngaku gw salah langkah. tapi apakah dengan begini gw bisa selesaikan masalah? apakah gw harus tetep berlaku begini supaya gw bisa dapet apa yang gw mau? ge seneng dapet masukan dari sana sini. bikin gw nyaman dan seenggaknya gw sadar dengan perlakuan gw. tapi secara gak langsung pula makin banyak dari pihak pihak lain yang bikin pandangan gw makin kabur.
sekarang entah apa yang harus gw pikir dan harus gw lakukan. gw pingin memperbaiki semua tapi banya pihak yang secara gak langsung gw ga perlu berbuat apa apa. gw serasa dipojokkan dengan perilaku gw sendiri.
gw ingin dia tau apa yang ada di pikiran gw sekarang. gw pingin dia tau apa mau gw sekarang. tapi buat apa. mana tau gw apa dia sedikitpun ada kepikiran ttg gw apa ndak. apa masih dia peduli gw? gw dibikinnya gila dengan pilihan gw sendiri.
emang yah.. kerasa. gw gak kayak dulu lagi. dulu gw berlaku baru bertindak. sekarang mau berlaku hal kecil aja gw harus mikir 7 kali. ada bagusnya sih. tapi apa ini namuanya gw buang waktu? ini kali ya yang dia bilang gw berubah. huh.
gw masih inget dia bilang “we dont need forever but value what we got now”. kenapa dia bilang begitu? maksudnya apa? kenapa dia ngatain itu di waktu itu?
sekarang jujur aja. semua kerasa. biasa ada orang yang dengerin gw kapanpun, sekarang gak ada lagi. oke gw punya keluarga yang 24-7 saling siap siaga. tapi … kenapa gw masih pingin dia?
gak pernah ada orang yang bikin gw mikir segitu panjangnya. ga pernah ada orang yang bikin gw merasa kehilangan. ga pernah ada orang yang gw taruh perhatian gw full walaupun dia gak ada di sisi gw lagi. ga pernah ada orang yang bikin gw khawatir walaupun dia gak melakukan apapun.
yang gw ingin sebenernya cuman kejelasan sih. kejelasan dan kepercayaan diri gw akan apa yang gw mau dan fakta sesungguhnya dari semua ini.
insting gw kemarin jalan. bahwa waktu kemarin adalah bukan saat puncak. masih ada hal selanjutnya yang akan jadi puncak tapi entah kapan dan apa itu. sampai saat itu, gw masih akan terus point kenyamanan gw. dan itu gak gampang.
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falling apart
Kamis, 02 September 2010 ♥
sorry to say that this post have to be another mellow kind of sad one. but i just want to write whats on my mind this time. just trying to make a light in my head. –__-;
well..
its very painful for me to know that its already over. i still love him, but now i am not anyone for him anymore. why should i have to be so stupid and idiotic to choose this. my heart still full of him right now, its sad to think that even i feel this me might not feel the same, or even just to think of it.
times like this i always text him, and now that is already gone. i am missing that happy moments with him. i value those all. i don’t really care about things that i gave to him. at all. i didn’t regret it because i gave with my heart and didn’t expect anything but his love. but its really pitiful that now the chance gone and hard to come back.
i want him to know about my true feelings to me. i want to say sorry to him that i didn’t satisfy him back when we was together. i admit that i was still eaten up by my ego back then. i was too care about myself and didn’t think about his position. that is what in my mind. why regret always comes at the end. and realizing something have to be happen when we got in to something.
he is meaningful for me because he was there with me when i went through things. and i can say that he is the one who take a big part in me, changing me in to my true self little by little. i miss his warmth that will be so hard to get it back.
even we start everything in an extraordinary way, but that is what makes it special. and now, ended like this. i can feel the depth of the feeling scratching every possible part inside me.
but if i can be truthful, i am still put a hope. even if its impossible, but whenever i think of the hope my feelings becomes lighter. i know that chances for the hope wont go well is about 99.9999% even more. now i am on bias. i want to still holding my hope to makes it bigger but i also think that its impossible at the same time. this feeling is what i hate the most, makes me feel all wrong.
i can recall the time when he was proud got me as his gf. maybe even thats only in my mind but it feels great to feel it. that time, i felt that just be near him is enough. the comfort i got is different. some say its useless to put hope. but i dont want to remove the hope from me. it is blurred still, makes me confuse. but somethings inside me just dont want to let it go.
what i think why i should choose this is i want to give him space, and put hope for it to becomes better and turn out good in in the future. i need to understand what he feels. i think that i should have to go away from him so he can be better in any possibilities. its hurt now, i know. even i didn’t cry ,but inside it cracked me up real bad. someone say that cry inside is more painful. now i know how pain it is.
its wrong to still be faithful when things end but what i felt is that way. i cant even bother. i will just have to strengthen my heart to go through things by myself. have to face and fight. i dont know how long will this last. but i will just try to go through, let things go naturally. and i hope ended good.
people say i should have feel mad or something. but i cant. its just didnt passed through my mind at all. why??
anyhow, now i need time to think more clearly and plan what i should, what i should feel. going through this is hard but i have to face things that comes because of what i choose to do. i want feelings of bias like this finish soon. i want to be better to know what i want and i want to learn fight for it until i get the best.
god, please just give me strength to continue this story. and please dont let me dilute inside of things that makes me cant grow. i want to fight for myself i really do. i want to continue learning that. hope u allow me god. :]
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holiday today!
Kamis, 17 Juni 2010 ♥
yeah, it feel so damn fast. i already done my second semester and now already in another holiday. got 2 and a half months holiday, i decided to do different things during this holiday. i feel like i need to do new things as in i realise that i have so many time that i dont want to waste. i am young, and have a lot of chances. i hope during this holiday i can find a new and exciting things that i havent ever discover in my life. currently i am on msn with my bb (who is in shenzhen) and was just talking about things happened today. he said he feel bored, and i was gave him idea to do new things during holiday. i got an idea that is really good and i also havent try, but would love to. the idea is to spend a day go backpacking around the city with carrying only $10 or so. and just see what can we do with that. that was a freakingly nice idea. i have to do that soon. this weekend i am free, so.. i will try it for sure hhe. besides that, my plan during the holiday will be: - draw my familys face potrait, - go bbq with my mom dad n sis - take a photo package with mom dad n sist - cut my hair - learn chinese - bake cookie for my grandma - painting - excercise for my big tumm tumm - go vietnam - try to make money from anything. i have to try this (might b my priority) - pray more - update my blog more about my holiday - keep in touch with my old friends - took more photos - growing my idea about make a business from drawing and producing post cards. - do some volunteer works sounds fun =D - i wanna visit orphan house~ wanna see different things =D - so many that i wanna dooo` i hope i can do it~ hhe anyway.. will update more later~ see ya peeps
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chooooo day
Senin, 10 Mei 2010 ♥
chooo day my mom go back to indonesia.
chooo day i woke up late, no jog.
chooo day i went to school late.
chooo day i missed out breakfast :( which makes me super hungry.
chooo day i play band hero after copy math homework on break time. ;p
chooo day i got into long queue to drawback my returned cheque –_-.not fab.lol
chooo day i do half set of bootcamp muscle training.
chooo day i crave protein, and i satisfy it by cook and eat my very own tuna patty with salad, finished up with literally a bite of each banana bread and lemon bread plus first row of cadbury hazelnut 58% chocolate. haha. i know am on diet, but human still need junks to satisfy their crave rite? ;p haha.
chooo day i took and edited a couple of my friends picture. my giiiirrlzz~~sarah, wenny, and lam. and talked about make a blog togetha with sarah
did i mentioned band hero? lol!yesssssssss!! i got the set of it yesterday.
spotted and bought it at orchard central yesterday =D i am one happy girl. really xD after go home i was rushing n try to play the game. lol. i was too excited until i ignored my bb. lol. he let me play anyway :p mahahaha.
rewind and back to mothers day day =D me and mom went out to have mothers day breakfast at coffee bean. 
i went there and only ordered brewed green tea cus i packed my own breakfast, mashed pumpkin bran {fancy name huh? =p} hha. mom got her cran oatmeal and as well as cup of tea. after had breakfast i go to the supermarket to get ingredients to bake something for my mom. got back home, i start baking and i gave surprise for mom. :]
that day i also got a mail from my dear chaz :] so nice!
i went to orchard central yesterday actually only to get a letter paper to write a reply letter to chaz, but finally my shopping nerves cant be controlled so i bought many papers and one purple board, i planned to make a decorated board to stick sum stuffs there. hehe.erhm.. aswell as the band heroset ;p hha
actually i have to go out shop sum make ups for nikki unnie, but i was busy the other day so maybe will go shopping on wednesday. ^^ have i told u that we will exchange some make up brands? :D am excited! yayyyeerss~ because of viewing nikki unnie blog i was inspired to do some make up experience again, been a while i havent play with colors.
i bought so many eyeshadows and stuffs but never use it. lol. i dun wanna waste so i triedyesterday. i think i shall do it more often yea? xD hhe.
as u peeps know i cook tuna patty today, so i am going to write the recipes here. hhe. it was one of the kickass recipes i made!! lol. tastes awesome yet so healthy :D pump up your protein guys :D kekeke
tuna patty recipes byminyo
ingredients:
-1/3 canned tuna (i used canned tuna in water)
-1/2 cup bran cereal, crushed with food processor or blender
-pinch of salt
-hotsauce
-approx. 2 egg whites
how to do?
just mix all the ingredients together, heat your pan, spray with cooking oil or just wipe it with oiled kitchen paper, make a ball {golf ball size} of the ingredients, pat it a bit, put on the pan, fried 3 to 4 minute per side or until brown.
voila~ u may eat the yummerrss ball ;p hhe
::RANDOMING::
made a horor face. hahahhah. :p
made this like abt 2 weeks ago. hha. we had fun take pictures~ love you girlssssssssssssss
::was thinking to make a dance group to make some kpop cover dance. found sum friends already =D my dear rose and julie =D will talk abt this more lataz~ wee~~ am so excited! ::
this is how people who go on diet like me satisfy their sweets carb-y crave. lol spread WW bread with many kinds of jam and chesse. haha. pretty tricky huh? but this really works well. dont go too hard on your diet people.. take it easy and enjoy your diet :] hahhasss…
took pretty much tonssss of pictures lately. haha. need to practice for thursday rite ;p lmaoo jks ;p caz i admit, taking picts is my hobby. cant stay away from it even only for 1 minutes. haha. okok. i lied. 1 second xD
c yah lataaaz peepz~ <3 leeerrrvvzz yahh~
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confronting problems in my process to success. a painful pleasure.
Kamis, 06 Mei 2010 ♥
peeps, u might often heard about guilty pleasure right? guilty pleasure is somewhat we call for some “wrong” things we do but bring pleasure and happiness toward us. then what is a painful pleasure? for me, it is a thing that come or happen in life which is bring pain but after i pass through that thing, i found something good which makes me happy, and as well as bring me to a brighter point than the time before i gone through the pain. which is good, not bad. *cough* well,, even in the pain process i usually nag nag nag, complain, or even just want to give up already, i just try be patient and grab a good result as soon as possible. things like that makes us feel even more satisfy, and makes thing we have more valuable for us. :)
and now, actually i feel like i am in that pain process. since i feel like many problems always come and never over. its like a chain, which is so long. *sigh*
my mom was hospitalized since yesterday. she got a terrible headache, when i was in school she call me to go home and when i arrived she already 80% to be fainted away. so scary, so i bring her to raffles hospital in bugis. after we arrived, she got oxygen string attached to her nose, and as well as a pulse detector machine which is been stick by the nurses to detect the heart beat. she also was gone through a ct scan to help doctors diagnose the problem. i took her around 10 am, shortly after we arrived there one of my mom business colleague came to accompany us. good thing that at 12 bb came to help me too. after the ct scan the doctor said there was nothing weird happened but she need to be hospitalized. that time i have to go back and settle some things down, so i asked bb to accompany mom to be transferred to the room and look after her if something happen or mum need something. been two hours i was at home and busy with stuff, mom call and told me that bb will come to take her medicine. bb come very fast and took d med and like a flash he go back to hospital again. i really have to thanked him, because if he’s not there i dont have anyone to be counted on here, and also for his patience go here and there and stay at hospital for 7 hours. bb, arigatou :) saranghae~ <3
now i sat down here, next to mom’s bed accompany her and thinking other things that caused by or maybe causing my mom to be like this.this incident is connected to some problems which mom think a lot lately not to mentioned that the problem also occur to me. i had to be included and took responsibility to it. cant say the precise thing here, because its not the time yet or its just not suitable to be published to public …or yeah, maybe i just chickened out because of just embarrassed by the truth. :/
even in hospital, i cant hold the narcism nerves in me. so powerfull :p
needless to say, i got body pain today and lack of sleep because of the improper accommodation for the guardians of the patient. they only prepare a chair and some sofa in the lobby, so i try to slept on both of it,i found it not even nice so finally i just sat on the floor and fell asleep there. lol. shiz, the room damn cold! i even use a pashmina and a towel to cover my body. one more night i need to sleep like that, its okay. i just dont want to go back home. if i am at home i will be even more worried. i better stick to her so i know what happen to her and just can see her. i dont want something bad happen and i am not here. just incase, i am not whish something to happen but i just get paranoid if i go away.
anyway, there is also some good news anyway. mom will be discharged tomorrow, maybe afternoon. or maybe in the morning when i will be at school. a good thing that her friend will come to help her with everything. i want to stay but i already skip 2 classes yesterday, i dun wan get warning letter, and mom also suggest me to go to school anyway, so yeah i will attend class tomorrow.
this morning when i want to make a mail to mrs. wenshan about my program transfer, i saw my inbox and found a mail. i opened it, i tought its just another junk mail but its not. it even thousand times better than that! the mail informed me that i am chosen to be featured in teenage magazine in singapore. yay! actually, last week people from the related magazine was came to school and they found us, (me and my friends) and took our pictures. they said they will pick some students from psb to be featured as a model for coming edition. waaa~ omg!! so happy! i will have another experience later! yayayayayy~ :D i texted paolo loco and he said he also got in! :) so happy~ lol, a funny thing, paolo said we will be a magazine buddy. lmao~ the photo shoot will be on 13ts april @ 2 pm. sooooo excited =D
today bb also came and accompany me till dinner time. we went to bugis junction to take a walk and get dinner while mom was sleeping. hehe. oyea, another super hilarious thing was happened when we was take a walk in the mall. so, there in the mall they have a bridal exhibition. we walked passed through it to go to another part of the mall. so, theres an old man came approach us. i suspect he was one of the promoter guy there. i know that he will offer something about the bridal to us. so when he talked with my bb (in chinese) i laugh myself to death. and my prediction was right, bb said that the old man ask us if we already married or not and offer us to make pictures, a bridal picture. oh my god. i cant held myself not to laugh out loud! its just simply funny! hahaha xD
o! o! i was visited the body shop today and found one parfume i want to buy after i finished all my stock haha. cherry blossom fragrance! so nice! even bb likes it. i will definitely buy it later :D
yesterday i bought a drawing book.
its so nice! the book looks like a novel book but its plain inside. so people wont know if its a drawing book, they might think its only just a novel book haha. i decided to buy a new drawing book because i want to start collect my creations in a serious way. since i am thinking to go to an art school right after i finish my course in psb :) hehe. yesterday i draw a japanese old man do a decorating flowers tradition, and today i draw my bb, in realistic style. so hard! i spent like an hour or so to make it but its still not look similar.
i need to practice more ><
anyway, i have to sleep. tomorrow i will go jogging at 5 again. have to sleep early a bit :p hhehe.. see you peeps~ <3
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what in me. in me-nyo.
Selasa, 04 Mei 2010 ♥
oiiiiiiii~ ya~ ya~~ i cant belief i choose another lame title for my blog post. hahaha. this is like the thousand times already :p. never think to improve my skill to choose a classy or even a just a better title. haha.
anywhoo… its already been a long long loong time i havent update a proper blog post huh? the last time is just a shortiez about my pre-bday party right? xD its been about a month since that day :) before we moved on to a blogging session, i want to review about the party~ haha. well.. cant describe anything but one word.. A BLAST! haha. really. i can say that in many perspective. from a bad thing to a good one, from a miserably tiring and sad, to a limitless fun *coughgotwastedcough*. haha. yeah.. this is the second birthday that i cant forget in my entire life. really. :)
thank you for all people who came, had fun togetha, and those who was listen to my ramblings that night. i appreciate it. you guys are friends for life, i cant ask for more ^^. besides had fun, there’s also sum sad things happened. just like in exactly the next day, my college brother decided to go back to his country for good (even though a good thing happen which caused by his un-steady-ness he came back to Singapore already.lol), other thing .. there was a small accident happened as well. but for a whole it was a good good night :)
okayyyhhhzz.. jump in to the blogging session.
… O______________O; *huh?so that long long essay was not a part of the blog??* lolllll~ i say: “nope!! it was just an opening peeps~” hahaha.
hmm.. i like when i do a list for anything that happened recently. so, i decided to do it again now :p pardon my laziness to write in a proper-story-like essay. kekekeke. so here it goes..
- i decided to write this entry because of when i was chatting to my boyfried on msn, we was talked about a blog then suddenly i was remind that i do have an unintentionally-neglected-blog which i havent touched for about more than 30 days. if my blog were a bread, this already become a blac-toxicfull-mouldy bread. :p
- oh yeah! i mentioned about boyfriend, but i never wrote about it here in my very own blog *sigh~ how come??* hha. well yea, i do attached with a boy already. in less than two week we will step in to our second month. ^___^v well so this boy from senzhen have a name, bao zhong jiang. we called him alvin most of the time :p.
so far he is kind, but so so so so so so soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo … how to say.. i dunno how to say.. haha.. he is so hyperactive i can say, and somehow idiotic :p. haha.just kidding~ but i like it anyway, he is good in making me comfortable without being excessively annoying. haha. *thumbs up bb~ thumbs up ;) air kiss~<3*. he is in the same school with me same year but different group, he is in A while i’m in C. a thing which makes me super jealous of him is… HE GOT AN ABILITY TO RETAIN HIS BODY FIGURE DESPITE THE FACT THAT HE ATE A TOOONNNZZZZ OF FOOD. shizzz.. why i cant be like him? –________________-; haha.. jah~ nevermind~ i cant keep jeaousing~ being a chubby is nice as well ;p. oyeah.. speaking of chubby, i am a bit “irritated” whenever he mention about my tummy. –_- ok i kno its big, but omg. even though he said its cute am still like –> O_________o;;; “huh?!what!?seriously??wth?”lol.. haih.. nevermind~ i am in process to lose it and so far it shows a positive result. good :) hahahaha~~ bb~ your toy will gone~~ hahahahhhahhahahaha~ >:p oyah, anyway.. this is him.. this is the boy who took off and get rid of my “single” status. :p 
call him bb, instead of alvin most of the time tough. :p hehehe.oyea, another funfact about this boy: bb love rice =D kakakaka.
- i decided not to D and S again now. its just enough for me. i realized that my prime purpose is only to taste and see how it feels. now, see the fact that i already get what i want,i thinked.. why should i continue to do those self-destruct thing? before its too late i will repair all the damaged element in me. i decide and i can make it. i know :) its not that i regret about what i did, infact i feel i was been blessed by it to see another tiny part of what we call life. oh! and..and..and.. maybe its just my feeling but i really feel that i feel i am not suitable to that kind of thing. i feel sick whenever i do it since a-so-called-big-day that happened recently, well in aid to it i think that i still can have fun without it, i can substitute with anything else right? :)
- i put golden extension to my hair. my mom said i looked like a wolverine. haha. :p
am i?
- had a tea time in a tea cafe called TWG in i.on in the weekend. i had sakura tea, while mom get a sweet french tea. both nice with a different characteristic and body of the tea. mine is sweet, mom is sexy kind of taste. haha. well..described that way because it was the first thing that popped in our mind hehehe. i choose rose n caramel macaroon and mom order a pair of scone for our snack. so nice! i think me and mom need to have this kind of time more often ^^
– getting more and more closer to my girls :) wenny and lam. they both are like friends who was dropped from heaven special for me. hehe. they both nice!! we getting closer and spend more time together. <3 u girls~
– gained back my weight, and there was a time i nearly touched the limit. to avoid it, i excercise more. jog in the morning with some set of abs-workout. pretty effective, twin upper abs on my upper stomach already appeared. yayersss~ oyea, am not ashamed to admit that i am a diet-pill consumer. i consumed but only in aim to held me lost weight and shape my body without abusing it :D just in moderation. i think that as long as we know clearly the ingredients in it and choose the best type which not harm to our body its okay. :) it was made to help right? so why not give it a chance in adjust it in out diet? :D cool enough. (haha~ damn~ i feels ssooo cool saying this) :p hehehhe.
-posted a video of me singing “everytime – cascada” in facebook. whenever i re-play it i feel damn retarded so i choose not to click the “play” button , and just click another url instead of it. haha. do i have sum disorder of shamefull of something i did or something? xD haha.
- i was thinking to change school, i even e-mailed lasalle, an art school in singapore about this idea. haha. but i decided to stay in my course, in which i am in a process changing the major from accounting to marketing management. haha. i will go to art school after i finish this school :) support me :D
- i admit i got a drawing-in-class-disorder. haha. seriously. i draw a lot lot lot of things during the class instead of paying attention to teacher these days. well, i do study but my mind was a bit distracted to draw draw draw. tomorrow i will go to but a sketch book and start gather sketches. hehe. so it wont be a waste right?
- currently progressing a coreography to a dbsk-concert-opening-song. the arrangement is nice. so cool so i got a feeling to dance to that song.hehe
- was attracted to play dj hero and dota and ds ragnarok. shiz. why i became so childish? O___O
- learning chinese language. so far i know one to ten. haha. hella proud mannn~ xD
- my sister will study here. so me and mom currently busy arrange the essential’s for her sake.
- cant go out that often cuz mum here, and my sister will move in soon. hah. had to train myself to limiting. hhe. :p actually i dont mind of it. but i dont want mom become obsessively control my life without realizing that i have social life as well, the dim signal to it i already feel, and fear it.. i have to think a way to confront it well. i dont want another misconception happened again. hmm.. hope i can have a solution to it soon..
- papa told me that i should try to make money with my ability in art and editing photo. nice idea. considering it now. haha
- have to train to concentrate and make a a clear aim about things to do.
- have to study for final exam! sleep early, woke up early, excercise and get full concentration! yes. thats my formula. am trying my best to start that cycle. go minyo! go!!!
- get toned body!!(tummy!)
- eat goat and bird food some more for the sake of getting a good body. that what a girl should do. maintain and do the best for their body, not to forget to take a good good care. a hard thing if we always think that it will be hard. but if it will be east peasy if we think its an easy thing to do. all in mind, just enjoy everything.
- in a detoxifying progress. meaning, literally to all aspects in my life. inside and out. health, mind, lifestyle. god, family, social. hope can do good. :)
- still,, enjoying asian songs. in addition to that, i also updating and listening to some western song :p since its global. haha
- OH!MY!MY! I HAVE TO START TRAIN FOR PRESENTATION DAY!!!F*CK OF*!!!!!
- will bake on weekend and already booked my bb to help me eat those baked goods. am still looking for some recipes, and i still dont know what should i bake. hehe. =p
-i am start to think that this post is too long, and somehow i started to be lack of idea about what to write so i just stare at the monitor with an empty mind which also working to find idea. i dont know if i will still do this till next 5 minutes or not. haha.
-well, okay. i think i need to stop here.haha. because i still dont get any idea, and when i looked at the clock its already past one hour to my bedtime. –___- again, i fail to sleep early. kekkeeke…
sooooooooooo~
see ya soon peeps~ good night!! =D
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nox of luminosity
Kamis, 08 April 2010 ♥
will make a bbq party tomorro. i give it a name nox of luminosity, meanings the night that is shiny and full of sparkle.
lol. actually i dun have a plan to give it a name, but since facebook ask the name of the event so i choose dat name.lmfao.
i made 2 banner for it
haha… just so so la.. xD
i invite many people to come tomorro.. expecting around 40 people will come~ yayyyeerrrss~
cant waiiit :3
it will start at 7.30, will finish at 11.00 but i think there will be an extention of d party,,haha,, feels wanna go club haha
i wanna buy many booze, but.. no budget already TT_________________TT sad sad sad.
i wont cook tomorro i think haha cuz i aldy order the ready made bbq food. only need to grill em. so convinient for a lazy girl like me..hahhaha..
hope tomorro can be a fun day ^^
cant wait.
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- this is my tagboard page, any comments? messages?, click here
- this is my gallery,where my pictures placed
- this is my music
- this is my visitor stat
- this is the domain page, contains about how i started out in blogging and the credit page
